rock bottom (mostly venting)

my family hates brandon. my sister is being a dick about everything. god i hate her. shes suppose to be my best friend. they dont even have a reason not to like him he was nothing but nice to them. they say they just want to help but they destroy. they destroy my life. i hate them i hate them i hate them. they can go die and i would be a happy orphan. well mostly my sister, only child would be nice. she sucks. hardcore. im on the phone with him and she comes in and bitches at me for going out with him. i love him. not her. life sucks right now im sorry.

sorry im just really pissed right now and i needed to get that out. and even after this im still pissed. im scared i might do something:(

i have been reborn!

well, not really. but whatever. i have not blogged in lets just say forever, and its sad. i saw chase's comment on my last blog and it made me sad. yes i did see it! proved you wrong! love ya chase haha. anywhommmm i would like to announce finding my first true love:) i wont say his name cuz i know someone will facebook stalk him haha) i will post a picture though:) sadly we met online. im still a loser that has not changed a bit. people say im too young to love and such but whatever. i love his asian ass! (and yes i realize he is sitting on a girl in this picture but thats his friend's girlfriend so no worries haha) sooo anyways, leave your comments and tell me how you have been:) i miss you kids! even though im most likely younger than most all of you cuz kids my age are too busy at the mall to document their lives, but thats really none of my concern. oh well:)

love you,
sarebear