rock bottom 2...jesus.

well you may have seen this coming but this is rock bottom 2. rock bottom 1 never got any better and i finally did the unimaginable and overdosed. stupid idea. it was much slower than i anticipated and i ended up having to go to school anyways...proceeding to pass out in the main hallway. stupid. stupid stupid stupid. anyways, i was basically unconscious in the hospital for about a day and a half and when i finally got back to thinking half straight i checked my phone. sure enough, about 20 million texts asking what the fuck happened. damn it. if getting wheeled through your high school hallways on a stretcher screaming out god knows what isn't horribly embarrassing then only Satan's cat knows what is. anyways, after 4 days in the hospital and a week in a mental hospital (required by our wonderful child protection services...but at least i got out the day before my sister's birthday) i had to go back to that godforsaken hellhole of a school. you can only imagine the rumors going around which stretched from kidnapped to in jail for trying to kill my parents. what the hell are these kids thinking? the only thing that really bothers me is that they use me as something to talk about. i'm just a new story. of course they moved onto the next hot gossip of a pregnant chick who got in a fight with another girl and lost her baby after being punched in the stomach. turns out she wasn't even pregnant to begin with. stupid whore. anyways, getting off topic, which doesn't matter because my story for the day has come to an end. im not even sure why i bothered to type all this out...nobody will even read it haha all my blog followers have stopped paying attention to me because i was gone for so long....my parents took my laptop away for failing classes, which i have just recently gotten back. anyways, if you read this please comment it just so i know your out there. even freaks like me need a little reassurance:)