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Thursday, August 13, 2009

we can be forgotten

i hate being told i am beautiful
because i hate lies
i can tell when people just say it
as an attempt to boost my self-esteem 
sorry, don't try again
but i want someone to mean it
make me believe it
and i love you wouldn't hurt
if you want to make me melt
in short, i guess i am just looking for nothing
because i fantasize. darn
and the whole time i have had the same song in my head
the perfect things in poetry 
by...hmm. upon beauty rests. yes, thats it
lovely song
makes me sad though
it has that affect on people...
made my friend cry during class
but she is like me
except she is beautiful
and i mean it.



and this post is not at all to fish for compliments 
just to let ya know. or any other complainish post

2 comments:

  1. Maybe they do see you as beautiful.
    What you think is an ugly flaw is what they see as perfection. I can see a lie is sometimes as trasparent as the air tho.
    Ive never heard the song you mention.
    I personally try to avoid love songs unless it's heavy metal.
    Im glad to see you here. hmm
    I hate your hair.
    i dont really, but its really smokey in here so that lie isn't to trasparent is it? ,)

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  2. While its smokey, I'll join you John.

    Your face makes me want to puke. Your eyes look like the inside of a mouldy sandwhich.

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