and of corse, i would be late.
with myself always primping and whatnot
but for some reason, during english i think,
all my depression came flooding back
it was so weird
like all of a sudden i was like damn.
this sucks hardcore.
and i started to mentally write poetry
and some were rather good.
but i can't remember them
i am only creative when i am depressed
and thats just wrong...not cool.
and i am also suddenly into indie. a lot haha
mostly because the lyrics are really good:)
like electric president, whom i discovered by a blog haha
you should check them out. see john
im not just into bloodlust roars
and as for the title, i must put out there,
my friend rebecca plays the harp
i find it amazing:)





Its wierd isn't it? Depression really brings out creativity. I do art, not as a subject, for fun. When I'm upset I can produce amazing sketches and almost perfect paintings. When I'm happy it just falls apart.
ReplyDeletedamn same here. were rather similar:)
ReplyDeleteI write most of my blog posts when I'm depressed too that's why they are at random times like 4 am I've had the illness for years since I was 10, it sucks. Can't say I know what you feel and I don't pretend to but I do know how isolating it can be...but hang in there high school is hell for almost everyone.
ReplyDeleteand yaaa got electric president from your blog. they are like, amazing.
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